Monday, June 21, 2010

just another reason

How is it when someone is out of your life they still create so much damage? It really makes me incredibly angry. Not only does my ex seem to control when I get to leave my house, in a round about way. Now ,due to him being in my life at all, I lose someone who meant a great deal.
The remnants of our existence was all it took to push me from a mans heart. Quite honestly it is
unbelievable. How much disappointment and sadness can one human take ? I mean really...

The curtain was pulled back the reveal a sunshine coming from behind the clouds. That bold burst
of brightness. The very thing that makes you want to lift your head from the darkness within,
it almost hurts to look at, and it scares you but... you stumble forward living on the edge . Your heart remembers, desires, pulls you forward. It unknowingly leaps and bounds,
fluttering on the warm breeze. Can you feel it??? It goes up and up, floating , moving in a new rhythm almost weightless, carrying you with it. You carefully slink upon it, hoping not to disturb the rhythm. The body starts the same count and succumbs, lead by the heart. But the mind, oh, the mind is attached, it is almost screaming, but the words cannot escape. The mind goes, travels, and gets in sync. Pretty soon the mind is leading the heart, it tries for one brief moment to warn the heart but the beating is so strong. The heart tells the mind you follow and just think to the beat, let it capture you. Mind now is a partner, in fact now the mind goes forward leading a synthetic symbiosis . Mind and heart tango a passionate embrace until the waltz.

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